the break-up.

ok, so it might seem like I am breaking up with my blog. and I kind of feel that way. Some days I'm super excited about it, other days I neglect it, and even more, other days I just plain hate it. Why did I start a blog in the first place? why am I such a nerd? It doesn't make any sense. at. all.

So to mend the fragile relationship with this blog in such a trying time, I decided to re-evalute why it is that I blog. literally, I thought sound of music, "let's start at the very beginning" (sidenote, reminds me when we performed in front of the whole school that started with this-- check it out here...try not to make fun of us too much. actually, you can. it's pretty funny) and when I go back, I remember how enthusiastically I blogged about everything. I was so darn excited. I've always kept a journal, and blogging seemed like the next step in this technologically advanced world. So I started Adventure Letters.

Part of me wants to keep blogging. I'm tired of being mediocre. Life's too short to be mediocre (or to just not be awesome). So why not blog. eh that makes me want to barf. gross. I still don't want to blog. but then I do. but then I dont.
you know what? here it is, nothing snazzy, nothing glamorous. Just this frustrating little blog.

but I think things will work out..
fingers crossed.

if not, what the hey, I'll do other things. like major in architecture. gulp.