and not to mention college decisions are coming up... (oh yeah, I actually have to decide) I've heard from all my colleges except two (Vanderbilt and UNC) probs won't get in either of those places, but do I really want to anyway? just makes it more complicated...more to choose from...
we visited Clemson this past week. I really really liked it. maybe I might go there.
who knows.
I don't regret applying to so many random schools, yet I often wonder what caused me to do so. They get all jumbled in my mind. Where am I supposed to go? Which school is the best for me? The only way that I've seemed to organize such questions is to imagine it as a competition between the schools. I can see each school competing with the others, trying to win my favor. While some never had a chance, others frequently battle with each other for the number one spot. This victory, the number one spot, is huge. It determines where I end up for the next four years. wow. My mind whirls with all the pros and cons of each and I cannot seem to make up my mind... If you think about it, it's fine because in the end, it's about where my heart is. {and that should make up itself.}
for now. it's still a race. and believe me, it's a marathon. I'll keep you posted for when we have a clear winner.
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