realizations.

school is beating me.
life is beating me.

but I feel better after talking to my mom. As much as saying that makes me cringe, she really did help me a lot. The mere thought of showing weakness and asking for help repulses me. Turns out, that's my problem. So I'm taking a giant leap out of my comfort zone in saying... I am not perfect, nor will I ever be. I need to rely on others help because no person is an island. phew. thanks mom for making me realize this. you are the best, even though we don't always treat you as the best.

and to everyone taking exams, GOOD LUCK! remember "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."