Thursday, November 11, 2010

last metro meet. ever.

Tuesday was my last metro meet ever. although it was one of the most painful races I've ever run (literally, I was nearly jogging in this race), I'm still excited for our team winning the meet with a super low score of 21 points. 
I'm gonna miss the team so much, they are forever my cross country sisters. 
below is a picture of the seniors.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

that's where I wanna be.

today, all I want to do is live in a National Geographic magazine. A large portion of my day was spent on this website checking out everything from top rated gear to top 100 adventures around the world, and not to mention, tons and tons of breathtaking pictures to make your average life seem...well, average.

don't these pictures just look so enticing? I want to do them all.
 plummeting fearlessly down a treacherous waterfall.
  making the fish beg to come aboard your fine sailboat
and we all float on
 ending the day by snuggling up with a good book and watching the sunset from a dock 

*all pictures from National Geographic*

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

ahhhhh

my blog is suffering.
it needs to go to blog rehab.
none of my latest posts have been worth reading
(maybe never?...yikes.)

but hopefully I'll come back with a bang.
I'm still experiencing that writers block I guess...

Sunday, October 17, 2010

brotherbrother.... sistersister?


Everybody's talking about the war and the weather
but I don't wanna be down
can i borrow your smile?

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

it's all about the climb

what can i say. Senior retreat was pretty awesome. I love my senior class.
almost as much as i loved working sophomore retreat today.

God is good.

"There's always gonna be another mountain, I'm always gonna wanna make it move. There's always gonna be an uphill battle. Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's the climb"

Saturday, October 9, 2010

start spreading the news, I'm leaving today

I'm going. leaving. gone. that's right, goodbye my friends.


just kidding.
but sometimes I kind of wish I could just jump in a 15 passenger van with 14 of my closest friends and just drive with no destination in mind. See the people I meet. See the places I go. nothing but the open road ahead of me.

I actually am leaving tomorrow for a lovely senior retreat planned for us for the next two days. I'm excited to grow closer as a class and individually with God. I'll pray for you dear readers! 
i must say that being a senior, although extremely stressful at times, is proving to be pretty fun too. 
what's more fun than dressing as senior citizens for a peprally?
respect your elders!


Tuesday, October 5, 2010

adventures of the poptart

I gave in. Yes, I let down my guards, and was ambushed by an enemy. 

Everyday, I go into the kitchen and decide what I want to eat for breakfast. After looking around for a while, I notice the poptarts off to the side. First, I reject any thoughts raising the possibility of allowing myself to eat such an unhealthy breakfast. How am I supposed to maintain complete brain activity with that useless garbage (I mean I already have trouble doing that...)!? As I keep looking around, the poptart becomes a more appealing option. Grits? no. Cereal? nah. Eggs? too messy. Pancakes? too difficult. Toast? I don't feel like getting the toaster out.
all these thoughts rush through my mind. 

then the poptarts speak to me 







most of the time it ends here. but every now and then (like today) the poptart wins...







then I am defeated by the poptart.
and I'm left feeling lost and insecure
and slightly nauseated.

Monday, October 4, 2010

a quote to start off the monday

GOOD MORNING MY FRIENDS!

"Stuff your eyes with wonder. Live as if you'd drop dead in ten seconds. See the world, it's greater than anything made or paid for in factories. There are no guarantees; ask for no securities. "

happy adventures!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

sorry i haven't posted in a while. so here's some contradictory thoughts to make up for it

Darkness and Light both hold a certain connotation in our minds.
It came to me, that neither light nor darkness
holds completely true to Their assigned identities.
Poor darkness. There he stands, Shy and alone.
No one understands that he isn't all bad.
Everyone sees him as depressed. A permanent first impression
Is it not in darkness where we feel most comfortable with ourselves?
Away from the expectations and judgments of others.
And is it not in darkness where we can find rest?
Peace comes when we are in darkness. Like a comfortable bed in a dark bedroom.
And doesn't a blackened room provides the canvas for dreams as you sleep?
Free to dream and soar among your thoughts
while you subconsciously go through the events of the day.
Light, while it most definitely is good and it is truth, must also be questioned
How can he take such a prominent spot in our ideals
Without ever challenging the concept of light itself?
Just as dark is not all bad, light is not all good.
Light is overstimulating. While it does expose truth,
often it can shine too brightly, causing a migrane
Light along with heat, it's partner in crime,
 is also proof of a chemical reaction. Proof of a change.
Changing things into other things that they may not be
Or want to be.
Light, while it does brighten the way, can also make things feel stark.
Unfriendly, unnatural, sterile. Like fluorescent lights.
Light is intrinsically good. Dark is intrinsically  bad.
How can we place a blanket statement on such dynamic states of exsistence?
That is why I believe We must
Think about things in a new light
Or should I say a new darkness?

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Pay It Forward

We just finished watching "Pay It Forward" in theology in film class. It is essentially about a young boy who responds to an assignment by coming up with the idea to do good deeds simply to make the world a better place. From this simple and slightly idealistic concept, he starts a movement that spreads like wildfire across the country. The idea was uncomplicated: do three good deeds for three different people and then they would in turn do three good deeds for three other people until the number of people paying it forward increases exponentially. but the catch is, those good deeds have to be BIG things. things that person couldn't do on their own.
quite an idea, eh?
dearest readers, this week I challenge you to pay it forward. do something kind. do something unexpected, even if that just means letting someone cut in front of you in traffic. whether it be big or small, well that is up to you  my friends. because you never know how much of an impact one person has until you see it in action.
and please keep me posted, I'd love to hear about how you are changing the world.